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I was masturbating this morning.
A friend of mine in Philadelphia occasionally sends a video to a select group of friends. I’m not sure how I got on the list, but I did. He is bi-sexual and sometimes the video is with him and a friend stroking and sucking each other’s cocks. In the past that has not been or interest or appealing to me. But, lately I’ve begun thinking that would be something I would like to try, and seeing his videos has been fascinating. I love to pleasure women and it might be fun to pleasure a man. After all, I know what it feels like and what I like. How would it feel different for a man to stroke my cock in comparison to a female hand? What would it be like to feel a man’s penis swell and get hard in my hand, and to pleasure him to orgasm by applying the right combination of squeezes and strokes that I like to do to myself? I think everyone has a bi-sexual side somewhere and lately seeing a man’s penis has been a turn on for me.
So, I start watching the video and Bill, yes that’s really his name, is with a married couple and they are all naked. I have seen videos with this couple before. Usually they are pleasuring the guy’s wife, but on occasion she has watched, or held the camera, while they rub their cocks together and one will drop to his knees and start sucking, more than once a 69. Anyway, in this video, Sue is lying on the floor on a quilt stroking her pussy and Bill moves into the picture they get into a 69 position, he over her. My penis is swollen and I pull down the sheet and feel myself stiffening as I watch her sucking his cock as it hangs down over her mouth. They have multiple cameras on tripods set up and her husband is seen adjusting one aimed at Bills head, his penis is hanging down semi-erect, but this video is just shot with the other camera and he moves back to it. There is a lot of moaning as Bill and Sue suck each other and by this time my cock is hard, throbbing, and I am slowly stroking the shaft and squeezing my ballsack as I watch. Occasionally the husband comes into view in the side of the frame and he is masturbating, moving his hips back and forth his hard-on in his hand. I am so horny watching this scene and listening to them moan. That familiar throb begins and I let out a moan myself as I feel the semen forming. The husband moves into the scene and his erection is stiff in his hand as he aims it for Bills ass and begins to push against him. Between his legs I can see Bill’s cock going in and out of Sues mouth. Bill is moaning and saying yes yes and after a few attempts it looks like the husband is inside him. He begins fucking Bill and I am pumping my cock harder, wishing I had put a butt plug in, desperate to cum. I had not thought this would turn me on so, but it has. Bill, Sue and the husband are all moaning and screaming and so am I as I begin to cum. I always like to send Bill a photo or video thank you, so I squeeze my cock to keep the jism at bay and fumble to start the camera on my cell. Recording now, I release the pressure and my spunk oozes out of the head of my penis. The arching of the body and that hot flash you get when the throes of orgasm take over hit me. I make a vid for Bill, pushing the cum out my cock, watching it flow down my fingers, as they are still sucking and fucking in the background.
And while I love anal play and would love to be pegged by a woman, am I ready to be fucked by a man? No I don’t think so. I would like to see what it is like to stroke a cock other than my own though. So yes, I am definitely bi-curious and I think that would be a wonderful experience.
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I’ve wanted to write a post for SassyCat’s Sex Bloggers for Mental Health blog for sometime now, because she a best friend and I like to support my friends. Her Mental Health prompts have not always applied, but this week is open, and I can see where having sexual thoughts like I described in my story, and it is not fiction, would definitely be part of one’s mental health. And I do think it is an honest feeling and one I would like to explore. The stigma of being thought of as homosexual would have been so bothersome to me at one time. To try to express these thoughts to my friends reading this would have been unthinkable. But sex bloggers are adventurous sorts and I am a sex blogger. Besides, who cares what people think, it’s what I think that’s important.
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